shud i or shudnt i???

shud i drive back alone o shudnt i?

Because of my 'like to wait' behavior, my juniors already bought the tickets back to penang. Now i hv to drive back on my own or wit my dad. I told my dad that i can drive back alone, because i do not want him to follow. The reason is that, my dad is not young anymore, if he were to follow, he will go back by nite bus on the same day. N nx morning, he needs to work sumore, i dun wan him to b so tired. Finally, he allowed me to drive back if i convoi wit w.siang.

I called w.siang n asked d. He said ok to convoi. The problem now is that, i'm kinda scared to drive long journey all by myself with no 1 beside me. Argh.....how???.....

I still remember when i 1st driving in Penang, i was also very scared. I dunno the route. I have to ask w.siang to follow me to everywhere. Bt after bout 1 month, i can drive alone in penang d. Now i even drive out frm island on my own. Bt at that time, i dun feel scare also. Mayb becoz its js a short journey.

So, i think how oso, i need to hv the 1st time of driving alone for the long journey. I could onli pray hard n get more rest the day b4.