Tuesday, July 28, 2009

cant wait for the weekend

yay, i cant wait for the weekend, for my bro to cum over, n kq n peki. hehe.....therefore, i'm working on my proposal which is about 40% done.

What i've been doin lately?....lesson plan, worksheets, assignments, my part time, n sleep.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

i'm the 1 that she can think of......

Its 9 sumthing at nite, when i was just about to sit on my cozy little chair, in front of my precious laptop, and wanted to start doin my proposal, 'there's no boundaries........' (my ringtone)....
me: hello....
hema: hello, sze mei ar....where r u now???r u in the college???
me: ya ya.
hema: r u free now?...can u cum over to sg. nibung tapak pesta there....i'm in an accident!!!
me: wat???...u in accident???
hema: ya, many ppl around here now, i dunno these ppl.....
me: hema, u wait there, i go now

I got panicked too, i told my neighbour n called wee siang, a gentleman to follow along. so, 4 gals n 1 guy went. I cant help thinking its either hema kena langgar or she langgar orang.....

When i got there, we spotted her at the traffic light there. After i parked my car, we ran there ....found many indians n some malays surrounded her. Then, i just realised that she fell frm motor after kena snatch thief. She chase by speeding, n thats how she fell. She's covered wit blood, her chin, her hand , her leg. i was blank too, cant think much things to do, n they are so many ppl talking. (in tamil).....Mr. A said, take her to hospital for check up 1st, then later baru police report. Mr B ( malay) said wan him to help to repair motor anot. Mr. C said, motor just leave it 1st, later sum1 will help u to bring it to repair. Dun worry bout the money. Hema said, i dunno wat to do now. Then, we met sum1 who knows ppl frm rescam (indirectly a sum1 that we know) told us wat to do. called suhaili, our warden. wee siang went to drive the car here n we 6 person squeezed into my car, n wee siang drove us to GH. Hema didnt wanna told her parents, because the motor just reached, n she promised her dad tat she would ride in the college, not outside. If she's not telling her dad, her motor oso cant claim insurance too.

After that, suhaili waited wit me n hema, while the others drove the car back. There's many ppl in the emergency ward. So, i sat wit hema n wait for our turn to be called. When i was talking to her, i notice that there's a hole in her chin. when she was talking, her mouth moving, i can see the blood kept on dripping n her flesh or muscle moving. Ergh....i told her she sure need to jahit. she almost cried. i can see tears in her eyes.

We got into the room. There's a chinese houseman attended to our case. check every injury. Then, hema need to go for washing up her luka, xray n back to stitches. When hema heard the word stitches, she wanted to cry. Anyway, she did cry when the pegawai perubatan did the stiches. And of course i let her hold my hands, n calm her down. Besides, i actually hugged her when she needs an injection at her back( well, u know where i mean).

Before that, when we were back frm the xray, we waited for our turn to b jahit. i noticed tat there are many housemen. There's about 5 chinese guys n 1 chinese gal. there's this guy who looks like arabian, bt then he's not, i saw his name tag, peter ong. Obviously, a Chinese. Then i heard him talking to a patient in Hokkien sumore. Okay, he's 100% a chinese now. But he had a curly hair, very fair skin, like that mat salleh kind. he wore a mask, cant see his full face. he wanted to help in the stitches at 1st, bt after that, the assistant came to us and ask us to follow him. aih..miss it....( ya ya, i know, my fren is having a bloody hell of time there, n i still can hav time to look at guys sumore.) Hei, well, tats me...ok!!! :P

i asked hema, whether she really think of me 1st?....she said no, me 2nd. She called her kakak angkat 1st,then baru call me. She also said that, when she was about to call, she worried that i was still shoppin.....=.=''' ' hello, its 9 sumthing at nite, do u think i would still b shopping' - this means that, me in my friends heart, a shopping gal. i really bolat after hearing what she said. But anyway, i'm happy that i'm the 1 she thought of to call for help...So, i'm still sum1 who can be trusted. i'm so touched, Hema.

At last, we reached college at 12am. N her kakak angkat was here, n then, she settled everything on her own d.

I would like to apologise at here oso, that i didnt even think that she fell frm motor o kena snatch, but i thought of sumthing bad that she done first. Hema is a gal that many ppl dun really fancy her. i cant help it too.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Harry porter n the proposal

I wanna watch this 2 movies......who wanna watch wit me????

Sunday, July 19, 2009

When will we ever learn?

Culture Cul De Sac
By Jacqueline Pereira


They say a teacher’s job is never done, but our columnist tells why she is done with teaching.

I NEVER wanted to be a teacher. Looking back now, it was a short, five-year career stint that began with a deliberately badly done entrance exam and a sulky monosyllabic interview.

I categorically stated that I did not want to teach. Yet I was accepted.

In the beginning, it all went well. The teacher training process was unexpectedly engaging. From tennis to trekking, English Literature and lesson planning, every day was an absorbing learning experience.

The assignments, though many, were creative and thought-provoking. Even better, we were located in the middle of Kuala Lumpur. With the thriving distractions the city offered in the late 1980s, college life was a party that did not end for two-and-a-half years.

Nevertheless, that first semester, my mates and I worked really hard at our coursework. All outings were put on hold while, in our cramped hostel rooms, we concentrated on passing our exams.

That was until we sat for the first paper. We simply couldn’t believe our luck. It was easy, and in the following semesters we wised up.We would sneak back into our hostels at 7am after another disco-crawl, then shower, change and dash into the halls to sit for our exams. And we graduated at the top of our class.

Thus, with armfuls of ideas, renewed enthusiasm and misguided (as I would find out later) idealism, the first few terms in a real school were very satisfying.

The makeshift library at the back of the classroom actually attracted students to read. The speak-English-only day saw students hesitantly trying out new words with their limited vocabulary. And I had a growing collection of gifts – stickers and used erasers.

So, despite not wanting to be a teacher, I greatly enjoyed the process of imparting knowledge to receptive young minds, testing their capabilities and truly appreciating the progress these students made by the end of each school year.

The teaching stint also presented me with opportunities to be creative and to experiment with teaching methods and tools to enhance the students’ learning experience.

Yet, eventually, all good intentions faded.

For a start, 80% of my coursemates could hardly speak English, let alone complete their assignments without help. We were supposedly destined to teach English as a Second Language in primary schools, yet more than half of the trainee teachers could barely string a sentence together correctly.

Then the exams for the trainee teachers became simpler. I now assume this was to keep pass rates high and meet the annual demand for new schoolteachers. Polarisation was rife, with most extra-curricular activities divided by race and religion.

The seeds of the dumbing down of education – learning just enough to pass exams and doing no more than required – were first sown in these batches of teachers before they even stepped into a classroom.

In the early months of the first year, beneath the watchful, though sometimes cynical eyes of the more experienced and jaded senior teachers, a fresh college graduate is safe. I, too, took my job quite seriously, and tried to, as the cliché now has it, “make a difference’’ in my students’ lives.

Until the length of my skirt was questioned (not a mini, mind you – the hem was on the knee instead of below). Then there were complaints that my tests were too difficult, my classes too noisy. Clearly, I did not fit the required mould.

As in any system, corrupt ways are hard to break, especially when they become routine: Purchasing workbooks from a certain vendor only; students receiving their questions before an exam; plum school positions and promotions given only to favourites.

That was almost two decades ago. But reading about the debates regarding our current education system and listening to the woes of parents, I can’t help but feel that perhaps not much has changed.

I’m not an educationist. Neither do I have authority. So I can only comment from experience. The culprits of a poor education system are many, but they do not include young students whose open and willing minds are closed to suit adult recalcitrance and incompetence.

The current debate and decision on teaching Maths and Science in Bahasa Malaysia is a prime example. I may be vilified for saying this, but in my opinion, the rot lies in the establishment that creates and perpetuates the education system and its teachers. Not in the students who are deemed unable to cope.

I could have been a good teacher, but I’m glad I got out when I did. The question is: why did the system accept me? And, more pertinently in the broader scheme of things: when are we going to start learning?

Extracted from The Start 19th July 2009

Science literasi competition



Last Saturday i went to help as a helper in organizing this competition. Lecturer called me to help. Help lor. I dressed casually while my other 4 friends dressed formally. Y i dressed casually, because i dun wanna look so mature, where they will b many secondary students coming for this competition.

Oh, i miss my school life after looking at them. They are also cuties ....hehe....mix blood 1 leh....damn, i'm too old for them.
Look at the 2 guys on the left side, they are really cute leh....hahaha... These group got 1st.

These are the gals who acted as the H1N1 virus, they are really good lah, they got 2nd place.

What this competition about?...its about the students hv to find 1 issue about penang related to science, then they hav to act out (role play) to convey the msg that they wanted to tell. They're really cool lah. I wonder if there's any group in teacher college would be as sporting, creative n as gud as them?

The answer would b NO, if yes oso, onli <5 out of 100 ppl.

I miss my secondary life, i regretted that i didnt get the chance to involve in such kind of activities.

1 more points...

Period Unit Code Unit Name Status Mark Grade Achieved CP
2009/T1 EME424 PROFESSIONAL RELATIONSHIPS, PARTNERSHIPS AND RESEARCH COMPLETED 84 HD 1.000
2009/T1 EMM400 APPLICATIONS OF MATHEMATICS COMPLETED 79 D 1.000
2009/T1 EMP401 INTERNSHIP A COMPLETED 85 HD 1.000
2009/T1 EXM428 CITIZENSHIP STUDIES COMPLETED 83 HD 1.000


This is my result for last semester workload including exam n assignments. DAMN IT....79....1 more marks to reach HD (High Distinction)....Yer......always like that 1...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

my lil internship diary

Its been quite few days that i did not update the blog. Recently quite busy wit my internship stuff. stay back late at school, activities, lesson plans, etc etc etc. So, if u guys are interested in knowing how my internship life, pls keep urself updated wit www.shar0nm3i.blogspot.com - my lil internship diary

Sunday, July 12, 2009

The day has come

The day has come.......which means the final practicum that every1 has been worrying about since the 1st day enter college has come. I dunno about the other ppl, bt to me, yes i'm worried.
5 years ago, when i first entered the college in Ipoh, our senior were doing their final practicum where we can see they look so mature, everyday, they were doing their lesson plan, ABM (alat bantu mengajar), at nite you can also see they practising wat they gonna teach in front of the mirror. I still remembered, there was 1 day college having blackout, some seniors were shouting n grumbling that they havent finished their lesson plan. Some were so busy looking and asking for candles. I also saw 1 senior practising her speech in her dark room, in front of the mirror, when i was passing by her room. Well, now i guess it would b my, our turn to go through all these.

There's another issues which were, the JPP incharge of our orientation warned us the very first day we reached there, saying that we have to b quite and dun ever disturb the seniors who will b very tired goin through their practicum. And some of the seniors happened to b staying on the 2nd floor, n we all newbies the 3rd floor. Sometimes, we got excited and forgot, so, we made noises, and lastly, the seniors, had to come out and warned us....haha...unforgetable......however, now it will b our turn to scold or warn juniors.....last saturday, when the sky isnt bright yet, the ground floor junior in my block start doin some aerobic wit so loud music, and laughing so loud, i looked at my clock, its not even 8.30 yet...hellloooooo......grrrr.......i was so angry, i opened my door, and stared at them, bt they didnt notice o didnt even care to notice. i'm not sure bout that. Bt, 1 thing for sure, when my internship starts, i will really blast them kao kao...if they gets on my nerves.....

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Enuf is enuf!!!

I mean enuf of shopping..........!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

bloggiNG

What i've been up to lately???....

1) trying to clear up my external hardisk coz there's so many series tertangguh....
2) had enuf of shopping d....still got a few left
3) Got to control my shopping mood
4) got to control my mood swing too
5) have been goin for an evening jog at least 3 times a week...hope to make it consistent as i can
6) has been thinking of ways to approach student nx week for the 1st lesson
7) been trying to get rid a few thinking that bothers me....


tats all for now

Sunday, July 5, 2009

He's js not that into u.......

Its the title of a movie......revolve around a few couple who are having problems in their relationship, examples,

1) there's a couple who has been in relationship for 7 years, bt the guy didnt wanna get marry, n the gal ask for divorce if he didnt wanna get marry....

2) another couple who were just married, i guess........the guy met a blonde hair gal at a handy shop and started to have affair,n wanted to get rid of his wife which means wan to divorce with his wife...

3) there's a gal named Mary who meet guys on myspace...i mean not literally meeting each other but video call each other.....n always get excited easily when a guy myspace her...meaning msging her on myspace....tats so ....=,='''

4) another single gal name gigi who always have the wrong signal or interpret wrongly about guys liking her. She always go for blind dates. Her first blind dates name Connor. She also embarassed herself sumtimes. N to me, she looks so damn desperate about having a bf.......


Lets js skip to the end of the story, :

1) the couple broke off for awhile, n the gal finally back wit the guy because she realised that he is like a husband to her more than a real married husband. What i meant was that, during her breaking off, she stayed with her family members, n her sisters' husbands all sucks, they onli know how to drink beer, watch sports, n do ntg at home not like her bf who cleans up the house, doin housechores,...at last, they got married n the guy proposed to her....yay.....happy ending.

2) At 1st, the husband tells the truth about his affair n expected the wife to want him out....however, the wife tries to make everything back together until finally, she cant stand that he actually lied to her about his smoking which lead her to divorce him...n he also didnt get back wit the mistress too.

3) Mary finally realised that the myspace guy are not as good as they think because he cheated mary. N lastly, she met Connor, a guy whom she is working with, bt havent met face to face yet. N finally they met at a cafe, n chatted happily which lead to a healthy relationship.

4) Gigi met Alex through Connor...(complicated, watch the movie if u wan to know how she met alex) ...Gigi at first take alex as her relationship consultant in handling n understand more about men. Bt finally, gigi thinks that alex likes her, n hurl herself to him...bt alex stopped her, n said gals always like to hallucinate that guys like her when they are doing sumthing nice....however, gigi was right actually, n gigi stopped contacting alex for quite a long time, n alex misses her so much n tries to make up wit her. a happy ending too.

Few words from the guys which is the signal of him dislike u:
i) nice to meet u (at the end of the date)
ii) the only happy hour is u (when u met a guy during happy hour)...even when he gives his name card ...he's not interested in u....
iii) If a guy says ' ur his favourite female since him mum' (.....de....wat kind of guys compare u n his mom...plz)
iv) after meeting for 1 week, he doesnt call...................If a guy doesnt call u, means he doesnt want to call u....( js face it, gigi)...

Friday, July 3, 2009

Accepted the fact!!!!

Yep, i accepted the fact that i'm goin to sk sri bayu d. I hv to , no choice. Thinking postively helps alot too. By taking the as an esperience because n time when i get posted, i hv to b alone too. Very few cases would have that i can be in the same school, same state wit a coursemate or sum1 i know. So, if i dun go though this, nx year, i hv to go through it again too.....

A normal saturday???

Today is the 2nd saturday since i came back. So, will it be a normal saturday for me?...i mean normal in the sense of nobody disturb and i get to finish my series n do my stuff and also me not goin out anywhere?.....hope so...

Yesterday went to work till quite long. Back home was so tired. Then, it was fun webcAMIN wit my family members at home...My sis is back home...i wish i was there too....die , baru 2 weeks, home sick d....aih.....tats life.......Hope that i posted to sumwhere near my house so that i can go home whenever i want....hehe.....

Thursday, July 2, 2009

luckily didnt miss it

Yesterday, luckily i did watch transformer....that movie was really tat nice as mentioned by my friends....two n a half hours without any scenes which are boring. I watched it alone.....my first time goin into cinema alone...haha...not tat bad...

After searching for my place, i realised that i didnt bring my hp....craps, how am i goin to meet my pik wan n lizzie??...shoot!!!...dun care bout that 1st...js focus on my movie...dun wanna interrupt my mood. after the movie over, i went to my car to check whether i left it in the car.....ans is NOPE....n then luckliy i saw 1 of my college friends which is my roomates classmate. Pinjam her hp n call my roomate....lucky me...haha..finally met them at sakae...had dinner there....

bought 1 casio watch for js rm99...haha....its a keperluan not kemahuan....so, dun say its expensive k....cant wait for the 4th july mega sales......!!!!!