my dad

Dad is getting old when i look closer at him. He was sitting next to me. Looking at him so close in person,now i noticed that there are so many 'old ppl freckles' on his handsome face. He looked so tired. both of us were at the hawker stall, drinking carlsberg. He was pouring out his stress in the office coz he has face problems at work. Ppl are talking bad about him for getting anugerah intergriti. the pengarah has scolded him today for an unacceptable reason coz my dad did his work bt still get scolding.

This few days, he came back from work looking so tired. At 1st i was thinking he worried about my things o that i'm angry of him etc. Bt actually, stress from work. i feel bad now after thinking back wat i done to him. i raised my voice talking to him when i was moody.

I guess, there's reason for me getting posted to malacca no matter dad did sumthing behind me or not. i shud be grateful, and i am gradually accepting it. nyway, i will still make my life interesting although i'm in malacca my hometown. I'm starting my responsible as a daughter too.

2nd day

today is the 2nd day after knowing my posting.

i still kinda feel abit moody. Mom oso kept on pujuk me. and i 'play temper' wit her. It felt nice to do so. I got to know more n more frens' penempatan. how ridiculous is that that mostly all applied selangor got, except me. so my dad surely did sumthing.Aih...dun wanna mentioned about this d. mom ask me stop asking dad the question becoz he is avoiding. i'm still abit angry.
about noon time, i realised tat i really need to accept the fact coz i cant do much thingsabout it. just live wit wat is given.

a fren told me, 'things happen for a reason'. This was wat i told many friends b4 this. sumtimes i used this to comfort them, and cant believe that ppl using this sentence to comfort and advise me back. its true, i do believe that thingshappen for a reason.

21st = my posting

21st was the day i know my posting.

On 20th sunday, i slept quite early and kinda excited to know posting the next day.

I opened my eyes, its 8 sumthing, 'today know posting'...this appeared in my head. quickly wake up and 'terknock' my head against the wal....ouch.....switch on the pc, brushed my teeth, waiting for the window to start. Then i logged into internet n to the website required. n wat the heck...ntg still on it. damn...so i continue watching my series.

until bout 9 sumthing i called my dad to ask for the kpm phone number. post the number on fb...every coursemate so excited, n kept on updating info bout posting on fb and msn. bout 10 sumthing, kehlee got through the line and managed to ask about her school. so lucky of her. i tried too...bt really so damn difficult to get through. Then i started to know fren's posting 1 by 1 through fb where they updated their status. i still trying to call and cant get. At lunch time, when my dad came back, he was like 'mei, i know liao'......n well, i got malacca. i went blank totally, duno wat to feel. I dun feel happy o sad. really went blank. Then, my dad kept on asking me want which school, wat i can answer is that, dun ask me 1st, i still canot digest wat i just heard.

At that time, i was like ....my plan are all crushed, how can, i'm going to stuck in malacca for 30 years d....omg!!!!!!!!! i went straight to my dad and question him whether he did sumthing anot....he said no....didnt hv much time to question him coz lunch time was short. my mood really went moody. every1 knows that i'm moody even my mom n my bro. my dad wouldnt talk much with me. he said that night go out eat. i told mom, no mood, ntg gud to celebrate, dun wana eat.

whole afternoon i'm replying post at fb, checking updates of my friend's posting.

At nite, i went out yam cha wit my schoolmates where a few oso teachers. When i arrived, sum of them started to perli me lah...well....after talking to them, i felt so much more better. my friends realised my mood wasnt good because the look on my face. So, the espression of my face really show wat i feel.

Tat nite, there are a few calls and sms from my friends, and i would like to thank them for caring so much about me.

21st.......D-day

will 21st b the D-day????....

1st it was 1st dec, then 15th dec, then 17th dec, now its 21st.

it was about posting. WTH, wat are those ppl doin up there........really hope by 21st the result will be out. Every1 (including family n friends) so worried for me. Hmm......

2 more days .........

1st time wit rae n jo at dream box

Today i went to dreambox wit rae, jo n renee. We met up at 11am, checked in and started our singing. haha. it was nice to meet up wit joann after so long. transferred some series to rachel. Then, fred came, (renee's bf)....sang a few chinese songs. when the time ends, our songs of course cant finished. we need to leave. After that, renee went paktor wit her bf, 3 of us went to find a place to sit down n talk. I was carrying a bag n jo said i looked like a student. haha. oh yeah, i do look like 1. ( still dun wanna admit old).....:P......we ordered some drinks and start chattin while facebooking. outside was raining heavily. Heavy until inside the mall almost flooded. actually, this time, didnt really talk much wit rachel. dunno y. next meeting up should chat more.

cant believe that rachel has been working for 5 months already. hmm.....

1 week at home

today its already 1 week at home....n i still find time is not enuf to use for a day.

hmm.....still doin series marathon...cleaning the house... facebooking....n giving tuition.....

the posting news still hv to wait until mid of dec.....