Emo-ing

Hmm...chatted with Lim genting last nite. Glad to hear that he's doing good and looking for houses around Malacca. Out of so many states, y malacca??!!!...sigh...

Last few nites, saw some lovey-dovey photos from someone.  That night, i dunno why i dreamt about it, and tears rolled down my cheek when i slept. sigh...

Today, met a friend. Same age, she's pregnant. When we walked together, through the mirror, i can see there're differences between marriage and single.  Dunno how to describe about it.

Are these signs that i wanted to get married??...How to get married when u are not even seeing someone.  Argh....i hate this kind of feelings...super hate it. I've been through this in April. Pathetic me.

17/6/2012

Its middle of June now. I've finished 1 semester in UM and went for a concert.  Its break time for uni, but its time to get my gear up for concentrating on my Y6 English tuition so that i can  have good result in UPSR. Time to concentrate on my tuition and school teaching.  Let's hope the next holiday reach quickly. :P

Train's concert 16/6/12

    I went for my 5th concert last night in KL live with my brother. Wow,  that was one really hardest moment for me. Not during the concert, it was the part where i had to find my way there, finding a parking, worrying that the dark alley that i need to pass by  when the concert end, the dark highway without any lamp post when we need to get home.
   
     Let's start with the part where we got lost in the middle of the town for about almost 1 hour, where the destination is damn near already. In the google map, i've already wrote down the road that we need to look for, Jalan Kinabalu, Jalan Kuching, Jalan Sultan Ismail. Oh yeah, when i first saw Jalan Kinabalu, great, found the directions...just follow...but then, these familiar roads disappear on the signboard. I on my GPS but i don't trust my GPS. Haha, yeah, the reason was because the direction from the GPS is different from the signboard. That was why i chose to believe in myself, and great, i'm lost again...turn n turn to the same highway for 3 times. My bro tried his google map too. Then, we managed to find a man and ask for direction, he gave us a very clear directions...however, we went up the flyover instead of going down. Well, we're on the same highway again. This time, we followed GPS (my battery was running low) and saw some buildings mentioned by the man earlier. OH yeah...we're on the track again.  I tried to drive slower but i cant as the cars behind were following quite near....Finally, i passed by the venue. I kept on driving n decided to turn into the Pavillion parking. At least i won't get lost again.

    Second worries, we was afraid about the mall closing early, and the parking closed. But after asking the information, the answer we got ease our worries. Then, Meng and me walked to the KL live centre.  To our suprise, no one was lining up like Avril's concert. We went in the building. The place is small.  It is so so so near to the stage. We reached there at 8pm. BTW, the concert started at 8.30pm.

    During that half and hour, i've been thinking a lot. Is it a wrong decision to come here. What if something happened during the journey back home. There were lots of WHAT IF in my brain when waiting for the concert to start. My brother was tired and no mood already. Argh....how how how?...

8.45pm, they came out. Started with a song that we're not familiar with. After the second song, came the song that we're familiar....then the concert started to rock...!!!

They kept the famous songs till the last. They're really good even though they are not that young anymore.Their voice are great too. Really enjoyed the concert. My brother and i enjoyed the concert and its worth to watch with the view so near. After the concert ended, we quickly walked back to the car park. Glad that there were still many people around that area.

Finally, we reached home at 12.30am. Along the journey, my brother told me about his good times in form6, and about chasing girls. lolx. That is why  i didn't feel sleepy. :D  had supper then back home.

The end.



   

Shopping spree

Yeah, even though now its not the megasales time, but i had fun spending money with mom in Sunway Pyramid yesterday. It feels so good to buy the clothes that i've been longing for without considering much of the price. :P.....well, this will just happened once in a while, it cant be happening all the time, coz i'll be damn broke.

Now, i've left

• Study for exam
• trip to pd
• watching dramas- which will be a never ending 1
• watch Snow White in cinema with family...

I'm starting to worry about my exam d.....hmm....hv a nice day peeps

It Friday...gonna be the end of 1st week holiday...sigh..

• Uni assignment-done
• study for exam
• decide whether to go for any concert-done
• spring cleaning my closet...n throwing or donating some of my clothes
• school tuition-done
• watch The Avengers, Dark Shadow-done
•  Snow White n the Huntsman
• watch my dramas in my external
• edit my photos....n make a series for my diving experience -done
• update my photos wall- done
• Trip with besties
• yam cha with a few friends whom i did not have time to make arrangement during schooling time..

hmm...done quite a few d....left 6 more to go....

things-to-do-list

Yeah...today i've done

• credit card billing
• um exam slip
• watched dark shadow
• clean the under stairs part 

2molo 

• starting my assignment
• starting abit of my study for exam
• bring my eepad to the shop
• cleaning wardrobe

things-to-do list...may/june 2012 holidays...

Yeah...as always, i got my things-to-do list..

• Uni assignment
• study for exam
• decide whether to go for any concert
• spring cleaning my closet...n throwing or donating some of my clothes
• school tuition
• watch The Avengers, Dark Shadow, n Snow White n the Huntsman
• watch my dramas in my external
• edit my photos....n make a series for my diving experience 
• update my photos wall
• Trip with besties
• yam cha with a few friends whom i did not have time to make arrangement during schooling time..

Tats all so far...woah...quite a lot huh...hope i'm able to finish these....

cheers every1

Still not very stress or rushed for the assignments.

Argh...i seriously need to get my things started ....my assignments....i've got 3 more to go and due is next week. And yet, i'm feeling so relax somemore. Taking my own sweet time.....I cant be like this anymore...start doing something girl.!!!!

Worried, scare, timid

I am a person who looks tough outside, but soft inside. Seriously, ask my sis if dun believe. Every time i quarel with my sis, i'll end up crying first. hmm....

Wanted to start a relationship, but too scare to take a first step.
wanted to try, but worry that it wont turn out well.
wanted to try, but afraid that i will have better choices.

sometimes, i really wonder how you know whether he is the ONE or not!

10/5/12 Grandma

• Grandma is sick. She is now in Pantai hospital since last TUesday. Hmm....i dunno who to blame. The one that takes care or the one who doesn't wanna say anything until the matter got worse?...but i only know that when i see grandma in the 'tenat' condition, my tears roll down my cheek. She's now getting water drip and milk through a tube to the nose. I after 2 days, she looks better where she can start talking. Its just that she's blur about who being who. Sometimes, she cant recognise people. This is old age. I went to take care of her on the second night. She was doing fine. Sleeping. Not like the 1 time i took care of her during last year. That nite, i cant sleep well. But this time i can.
• Seeing grandma in this condition, the memory of her taking care of me during my childhood came back to me. I still remembered, grandma always call me 'baby' or 'ah mei'. She used to take me down to town by taking a town bus. Then, she will buy some nice dresses for me during CNY. Mom busy working and due to my plump body, it was hard for me to get suitable clothes. i can remember that how she treated me when i was young. my heart ache when i see her condition now. hope grandma get well soon. :)

A wedding is a freedom

A wedding is a freedom. Free from hunting for your Mr. right,  which is a very tiring things to do.COz ur getting older, ur friends are getting married one another, they are having babies one another, and yet you are still alone looking and hunting for one.

Today, i have just read an article in The STAR. I was surprise when the editor said this. After reading her reasons, i am totally agree with her. When u get married, you'll stop looking at the handsomer guy, ur heart wont beat faster when u see one. Coz u already know that u have 1 waiting for you at home.  

I'm Back!!! 2012 May

Yo, i thought i didn't update my blog at all, and it seems like i had. Good. updating my situation in this blog.

2011 Dec : oh yeah, 1 of my dream came true. Finally, i went to Australia backpack!!!...with Kai Qing, Shirley, and Chuck. Few weeks b4, i went to Phuket with my brother, Shirley, Chern Siew n her bf.  1st time organized own trip and travel with my brother.

2012 Jan : sis came back and i was glad that she's back n we quarelled too...lolx.

2012 FeB:. enrolled into my UM Master postgraduate course.

2012 March : nothing much happened. exploring kl town on my own. another dream came true, wished to travel up to kl alone without dad's accompany. finally, i did it.

2012 April :  i finished my TEFL ON9 course.....

2012 May : I got my TEFL cert airmail to my house, which i dunno really can be used to go overseas to teach anot. Got my bedside table frm dealmates.com